depression is sometimes caused by someone else's fault, a touch, a look, or an exchange of money, conversation, a sense of taste in food, even a glass of water. this sunday i was influenced by a deep black power, hopelessness and a fighting spirit at zero point. the cause was: a deep friendly look from an old acquaintance who pretended: everything is fine like it was back then. a few days later, a deeper look into the grail brought me back to top condition