before I go to sleep, I should write other things at that age, but if my life had been natural for the last 25 years, my writing would also be correct. does anyone want to wait another 35 years? well, no one will get the 38 projects that I have been writing for the last 4 years, not even under torture. do you know why? it has not been described to me or shown to me. if it continues like this, it will never be taught to me by.....