Patrik kept saying in the tent next to the beach: I don't know anyone like you, someone so emotionally affected by this song. What's it like for you? What connects you to California and that burned-down hotel? Well, I gave him my divan, and he read it and burned it down, too, a total of 200 pages. A divan is your birth certificate, passport, and your citizenship on Earth. So, I'm no longer a resident, just illegal.